Always Me

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"Dream as if you'll live forever. Live as if you'll die today."

"I have the simplest tastes. I am always satisfied with the best."

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1.Earn more money

2.Stay healthy, young n pretty.

3.Study degree.

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Thursday, October 30, 2008

Topic : MSO

I finally understand my job position as a MSO

Management Support Officer

However, behind the scene is MANY SHIT ONE...

I believe I wont stay there for long. For the fucking poor working culture and environment, whereby humans only email here and there, cc here and there.

USELESS.

Maybe I should start finding other jobs whereby i can release my potiental talents.

PS. Working there is even worst than a dog.


Sealed with a kiss. Deep in my heart. I'll be back.

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Topic : Fucking LAME

Things had past so far. But I won’t forget it. It also teaches me a lesson not to put too much on people. Because hypocrites always around. Especially girls who say I treat you as best friend or sisters. Nowadays girls are SO easily fall in love with guy. No wonder, now girls are boat-timers, change bf so fast, or maybe caused people end up cannot together because of such girls existence.

Of course you don’t give a damn at all. Because you always act innocent, act pity, act that nothing got to do with you.

Now you got him already, whatever you say doesn’t make any sense. Black also becomes white.

I wondered who your friends are. Maybe they are the same kind of you. Birds of the same type fluttering together.

How good if you don’t exist. How good if you never came to the company.

Because of your existence, working in the company doesn’t make me feel enjoyable or happy there anymore.

Apology doesn’t make a difference if you won’t feel guilty or wrong. Anyways, a simple apology doesn’t gain trust from people anymore.

You wanted me to have happiness by helping me. But in fact you get closer to the guy and called him bro. So close till everyone thought you and him are together. Is that what your motive? Anyway, I think you are jealous that people like me and you want people to like you as well. You’re the kind of person who cannot survive without a BF or without LOVE.

Your trying to help is you are just spending more time with him. And know more about him. The day I rejected him March 26 and the next day you and him together. His sincerity touch u so fast man. Wow, your helping will get you a bf instead. Thanks ah Thanks very much. THANKS. And if you really treat me as “sister/best friend”, from the start you shouldn’t together with him at all. Like what a phrase about buddy: Buddy’s wife/gf, cannot touch. You shouldn’t like him at all. You shouldn’t confess your love to him making him confuse or maybe you shouldn’t call him “dar” or “dear” in msn. Don’t think that I’m so dumb. And you shouldn’t even close to him. You are too far from limits. You shouldn’t even share water bottle with him. There are many more. And shouldn’t lie that you and him are just bro and sis when you all in fact are together already. I’m not blind I can see. How close you all are, how enjoyable you all are. Everyday, is like honeymoon couple set.

My skin conditions worsen is also because of you came to my life.

You didn’t even know what true love is. I remember you broke up with your 3 years bf in Jan. Then you came NCS when Feb (Chinese New Year), you told me you like Eug. You went to confess love to Eug, end up got rejected from him. And start targeting mine then end up March, you succeeded getting a BF. Now you make me realized Happiness is must pursue. So you pursue by all means. So now you “snatch” my happiness. Isn’t it right? If not happiness maybe come to me already and not go to you. Now you are happy but im not.

I tell you why I REJECT HIM IN FIRST PLACE. IS BECAUSE I SEE YOU ALL TOO CLOSE TO BE TRUE. I can’t stand that. If a guy wooing you at the same time he close to another girl. OR MAYBE IS THE GIRL KEEPS STICKING TO THE GUY. WILL YOU STILL ACCEPT THE GUY? If weren’t you, I will consider accept him. I almost touched by him, but I saw you and him so close again. I give up. He was dilemma either choose me or you from the moment you go confess your love to him and the fact that you always trying to be close to him. So I surrender. I reject him. I didn’t want tell you because I don’t want you to feel guilty that time. Never do I know you guys getting far too much each time. And caused my skin worsen. I never make use of him. Is you please. After you and he start Bro and sister, and after you guys together, you are the one who keep pass all your works to him. Ask him carry bag, buy drink early morning, buy food carry tray etc. Is you made use of him and not me. Did I like that? Every time you try explains to me through msn, but what you said and what I see doesn’t appeal well to me at all. By the ways, he doesn’t care about me is because I told him. In future, he like/love a girl, he cannot treat other girl too good or too close with other girl. If not other girl will jealous or mistaken. That’s maybe why he doesn’t bother me anymore and I don’t expect too. Moreover, he woo you together with you of course now none of my business. He also another despo fellow scared no gf. Same as you. Despo people together what. Great match.

U taiji a work to JJ. Because u got an SIT on hand. Your SIT is just around 10 conditions whereas u taiji a 88 over conditions one to JJ. He’s new. He still don’t know anything yet. If U were him, how you feel? After your SIT slight stable, did you go and help him? Or did you take back your work? He had OT so many days because of your work. And you were behind playing game with your dog.

And why must you always want to Bro with guys? Maybe your flirting technique? Lol~

What I like to do or what i did, why must I always give explanation to them. In relationship, there is no first come first serve policy, and there is no reason why I love or like that person. Feeling cannot be explain, why u sad, happy, etc. Not what makes you sad, happy, that can be explain as it link to some events causes us to have a feeling of sadness, happy, etc. In sci term, we cannot control our hormones, or neurons that send signals to the brain and heart.

That’s why got this thinking. Why will feel guilty? Some more so easily fall in love with others. What a spoiler.

Why a person broke up with bf, immediately change Friendster profile to single. So that people will know? So that, people will start woo-ing? Vice versa, why when together. Will start put in a relationship?

Maybe I should wake up and open my eyes wide before making or knowing friends.

Beware of hypocrites.

However, I should thanks you that if the guy woo me first instead of you. It means im truly the better one. Now you are just volunteer to be the spare type. I should be GRATEFUL to have someone take the rap and help me see the true color of the guy, who’s not 100% sincere in woo-ing me afterall. In fact it had shown how despo he is.

So thank you for wearing my old shoe. I shall be nasty person now since being nice to people always get nonsense back. Whatever it is, everything is bullshitting now.

FUCK OFF…




Sealed with a kiss. Deep in my heart. I'll be back.

Monday, October 6, 2008

Topic : New toy

My nokia hp die already.

Anyways, I had traded in my nokia and bought a new SE phone..But i still miss my nokia7610 very much =(


Sealed with a kiss. Deep in my heart. I'll be back.