Saturday, September 27, 2008
Topic : SAD
My life changes dramatically, my opinion of girls become v badly, my health and skin problem deteriorates...during the period of unforseen circumstances, my emotional very unstable.I feel that I'm still living in hell. Even till now, i still feel this way. I guessed i wont be happy. Nobody will understand how i feel. Maybe a few will. I'm numb now...Why God is not helping me?
• Rei posted at 3:52 PM •
Sealed with a kiss. Deep in my heart. I'll be back.
Saturday, September 6, 2008
Topic : Sigh~
The other time my legs are affected by some bad rashes which already left scars.I thought i went for injection, ate med to stop itch and rashes. And it would be end of story.Now they are coming back to haunt me.This time round at my arms.Oh God, what did i done?What's happening.................................If this is nightmare, PLEASE let me wake up NOW~!!!Doctor often said not serious simply because it's not happening on them. Imagine you feel itch and you try to control not to scratch. Imagine in the night you cant sleep well. And imagine once you sleep the next day you will see one patch of redness on arms and another on legs.They wont understand. Because doctors are waiting for them to grow worms and rot. This is the time they will say serious and start curing. If this is the true, I'm GONNA kill them and next kill myself.WAHAHAHAHAHAHAH~ It's killing time. WHY SO SERIOUS~!!??Do you know what happening to these scars on my legs and hands...Let me tell you a story...Uhmmm~ I'm just feeling sad for myself. But I will be fine in another jiffy.Boo~ Life sux.
• Rei posted at 11:21 PM •
Sealed with a kiss. Deep in my heart. I'll be back.
