Omg~ I lurve this song alot. It's my all time favorite. A must sing song at kbox. :D
This is the concert version. But I think both are great. I lurve her make up.
I heart Cyndi Wang~ Woohoo~
• Rei posted at 11:06 PM •
Sealed with a kiss. Deep in my heart. I'll be back.
Sunday, March 30, 2008
Topic : Saturday~
Currently listening to: M2M - The Day You Went Away
Met BeI for dinner at TPY. Ended up we ate KFC.
Was waiting for my food to come. The queue was damn long.
Before waiting i was like this
Then..
But i really cannot take it. Too hungry. I look like this.
Luckily, I brought this out with me.
Cute uh?
Food arrived. Take a happy picture first.
I did a mini shopping too.
Bought some TFS skincare stuffs so that to maintain youth and radiance. Women like me very kiasu should start take care of their skin already. And i hope to be like snow white princess. Give me a feeling of snow, smooth and cold. @_@''
By the ways, I think i'm really a TFS loyal fan. I bought many of my skincare stuffs there. And i always think i never get enough of them. Oh no if im not wrong i had spammed few thundreds there already. Heart pain sia. But then again, most important is the effect right?
I heart The Face Shop.
Before going home, i know my face kinda chubby here =( Am i pale or fair?
Compare skin color.
Oh ya, my outfit for the day i was wearing tee and short. But why do BeI complain that my short is very short? Got meh? Maybe because i sit down my short look v short?
U see lor.
Aiya, I'm sexy la...... JK JK JK
To end off,
I'm so going to show you my masterpiece of art at my office. Drawn by me =)
The Underwater World.
Gingerbread man.
• Rei posted at 9:05 PM •
Sealed with a kiss. Deep in my heart. I'll be back.
Thursday, March 27, 2008
Topic : Untitled.
Haha time flies really fast. It's going to month end again. Hope to receive my pay as soon as possible. So that I can buy more skincare products again to improve my skin complexion meanwhile also to keep myself pretty too. (;
On the other hand, I'm trying to compile the list of songs i wanna sing next time. LoL~
Oh yeah, i saw This Fashion having sale. Maybe i should drop by this weekend and see what's new.
I had dated 5 girls when I was in Pre-U. There is one girl who I love a lot but never dared to go after. She didn't have a pretty face, good figure or an outstanding charm. She was just a very ordinary girl. I liked her. I really liked her. I liked her innocence, her frankness, her intelligence and her fragility. Reason for not going after her was that I felt somebody so ordinary like her was not a good match for me. I was also afraid that after we were together all the feelings would vanish. I was also afraid other's gossip would hurt her.
I felt that if she were my girl, she'd be mine ultimately & I didn't have to give up everything just for her. The last reason, made her accompanying me for 3 years. She watched me chase other girls, and I have made her heart cry for 3 years. She was a good actor, and me a demanding director. When I kissed my second girlfriend, she bumped into us. She was embarrassed but smiled & said, "Go on!" before running off. The next day, her eyes were swollen like a walnut. I did not want to know what caused her to cry. Later that day, I returned from soccer training to get something & watched her cry in the classroom for an hour or so. My fourth girlfriend did not like her.
There was once when both of them quarreled. I know that based on her character she is not the type that will start the quarrel. However, I still sided my girlfriend. I shouted at her & ignored her feelings and walked off with my girlfriend. The next day, she was laughing & joking with me like nothing happened. I know she was hurt but she did not know deep down inside I was hurt too.
When I broke up with my fifth girlfriend, I asked her out. Later that day, I told her I had something to tell her. I told her about my break up. Coincidentally, she has something to tell me too, about her getting together. I knew who the person was. His pursuit for her had been the talk of the School. I did not show her my heartache, just smiles & best wishes. Once I reached home, I could not breathe. Tears rolled & I broke down. How many times have I seen her cry for the man who did not acknowledge her presence?
During graduation, I read a SMS in my hp. It said, "Leaf's departure is because of Wind's pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay"
During the 3 years of Pre-U, I was on very close terms with a guy as buddy kind. However, when he had his first girlfriend, I learnt a feeling I never should have learnt - Jealousy. Sourness to the extreme limit. They were only together for 2 months. When they broke up, I hid my happiness. But after a month, he got together with another girl.
I liked him & I know he liked me. But why won't he pursue me? Since he loves me why he didn't he make the first move? Whenever he had a new girlfriend, my heart would hurt. After some time, I began to suspect that this was one-sided love. If he didn't like me, why did he treat me so well? It's beyond what you will normally do for a friend. I know his likes, his habits. But his feelings towards me I can never figure out. You can't expect me a girl, to ask him. Despite that, I still wanted to be by his side. Care for him, accompany him, and love him. Hoping that one day, he will come to love me. Because of this, I waited for him. Sometimes, I wondered if I should continue waiting. The pain, the dilemma accompanied me for 3 years.
At the end of my 3rd year, a junior pursues me. Everyday he pursues me. He's like the cool & gentle wind, trying to blow off a leaf from a tree. In the end, I realized that I wanted to give this wind a small footing in my heart. I know the wind will bring the leaf to a better land. Finally, leaf left the tree, but the tree only smiled & didn't ask me to stay.
Leaf's departure is because of Wind's pursuit. Or cause Tree didn't ask her to stay.
Because I like a girl called leaf. Because she's so dependent on tree, so I have to be a gust wind. A wind that will blow her away. When I first met her, it was 1 month after I was transferred to this new school. I saw a petite person look ing at my seniors & me playing soccer. During ECA time, she will always be sitting there. Be it alone or with her friends, looking at him. When he talks with girls, there's jealousy in her eyes. When he looked at her, there's a smile in her eyes. Looking at her became my habit. Just like, she likes to look at him.
One day, she didn't appear. I felt something missing. I can't explain the feeling except it's a kind of uneasiness. The senior was also not there as well. I went to their classroom, hid outside and saw my senior scolding her. Tears were in her eyes while he left. The next day, I saw her at her usual place, looking at him. I walked over and smiled to her. Took out a note & gave to her. She was surprised. She looked at me, smiled & accepts the note. The next day, she appeared & passes me a note and left.
It read, "Leaf's heart is too heavy and wind couldn't blow her away."
"It's not that leaf heart is too heavy. It because leaf never want to leave tree." I replied her note with this statement and slowly she started to talk to me & accept my presents & phone calls. I know that the person she loves is not me. But I have this perseverance that one day I will make her like me. Within 4 months, I have declared my love for her no less than 20 times. Every time, she will divert away from the topic. But I never give up. If I decide I want her to be mine, I will definitely use all means to win her over. I can't remember how many times I have declared my love to her. Although I know, she will try to divert but I still bear a small ray of hope.
Hoping that she will agree to be my girlfriend. I didn't hear any reply from her over the phone. I asked, "What are you doing? How come you didn't want to reply?" She said, "I'm nodding my head". "Ah?" I could n't believe my ears. "I'm nodding my head" She replied loudly. I hang up the phone, quickly changed and took a taxi and rush to her place & press her doorbell. During the moment when she opens the door, I hugged her tightly.
Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay...
In love, we win very rarely, but when love is true, even if you lose, you still win just for having the tingle of loving someone more than you love yourself. There comes a time when we stop loving someone, not because that person has stopped loving us but because we have found out that, they'd be happier if we let go....
Why do we close our eyes when we sleep? When we cry? When we imagine? When we kiss? This is because THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THINGS IN THE WORLD ARE UNSEEN.
There are things that we never want to let go of, people we never want to leave behind, but keep in mind that letting go isn't the end of the world. It's the beginning of a new life. Happiness lies for those who cry those who hurt, those who have searched and those who have tried. For only they can appreciate the importance of the people who have touched our lives.
A great love? It's when you shed tears and still you care for them, it's when they ignore you and still you long for them. It's when they begin to love another and yet you smile and say, "I'm happy for you." If love fails, set yourself free, let your heart spread its wings and fly again. Remember you may find love and lose it, but when love dies, you never have to die with it.
The strongest people are not those who always win but those who stand back up when they fall. Somehow, along the course of life, you learn about yourself and realize that there should never be regrets, only a lifelong appreciation of the choices you've made. Loving is not how you forget but how you forgive, not how you listen but how you understand, not what you see but how you feel, and not how you let go but how you hold on.
It's more dangerous to weep inwardly rather than outwardly. Outward tears can be wiped away while secret tears scar forever... It's best to wait for the one you want than settle for one that's available. It's best to wait for the right one because life is too short to waste on just someone.
Sealed with a kiss. Deep in my heart. I'll be back.
Sunday, March 23, 2008
Topic : TaDa~
Currently listening to - Cyndi Wang - Da Da Da
I just realised there's a lan shop opposite my house. Dotsss~
Went there yesterday to play counterstrike. Lost touch already since soooo many years never play. By the way, the lan shop counter guy very handsome =x
Lol
Oh ya,
Kun, aidil, and aidil's brother was there too.
His brother soooo handsome also. =P
Anyways,
I realised cyndi wang like to take picture of her side view. Maybe side view look slimmer? look more sexy? hehe =) I think i should learn from her. I also like her makeup and skin complexion. wahahahaha I love her sooo much now <333333
Samsung mp3 spokewoman... lolz jk
That's was me few days ago before I dye my hair.
My highlight hair
Now become dye hair
I know the color dont seem obvious since my room is quite dark. But it's quite scary under light and flash.
U see
And I think my current hair color suit me more now
Let's compare
Before
After
Chio? XD
That's all for the day.
• Rei posted at 12:40 PM •
Sealed with a kiss. Deep in my heart. I'll be back.
Friday, March 21, 2008
Topic : New Hair Color..
I trimmed my hair today. Dyed a new haircolor, Dark Blonde Copper Red. Hmmm, quite obvious color compared to my previous one. Although previously, i highlight my hair only. This time is dye whole hair. Quite outstanding color I think. IMO~
Pain pain, must learn to maintain hair also. Do hair treatments.
So sorry that I dont have picture now. Will take a picture next time and upload in later post.
Spent a total of $80 for today hair session.
Dolling up required lots of money T_T
• Rei posted at 11:31 PM •
Sealed with a kiss. Deep in my heart. I'll be back.
Thursday, March 20, 2008
Topic : I won the KOF...
Today is a special day.
Because.............
I won the boss in KOF2002 at around 2pm. LoLz
I was using K9999, Rugal and Chang.
Finally won the king, after soooooo many times and days of attempts. And also soooo many coins of 20cents. =XXXXX
Feel proud of myself. I bring pride and honour to my family. Lol jk
Ok, back to my work liao.
Hope today no OT yeah. XD
• Rei posted at 2:05 PM •
Sealed with a kiss. Deep in my heart. I'll be back.
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
Topic : LoL
DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIEDIE DIE DIE DIE DIE
If I keep emo-ing like this way, i think depression gonna strike me soon. And is so soon.
Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Why I always no appetite la.
Why I always sick la.
I think i better stop typing liao.
If not i go crazy go mad.
If this is nightmare, please let me wake up NOW !!!
Anyways,
Weekend shopping time !!!!! =)
• Rei posted at 11:49 PM •
Sealed with a kiss. Deep in my heart. I'll be back.
Monday, March 17, 2008
Topic : Woohoo
Currently listening to: One Republic - All We Are It's a Monday blue again. Anyways, life still goes on as usual. Work, eat, sleep, play, shop, rot, slack, stone, emo, dreaming and soooo on. Too many to be listed. >_<'''
My life getting boring again. Or should say I got no life ??????? HaHa just pondering only.
Good Friday is coming in afew day times. I love good friday because it's a public holiday. And i do not need to work yet still got pay. Muahahaha =)
I'm soooooooo LAZY hor ???
Sian, maybe I should plan how to spend my good friday and weekends. Should i go out for window shopping? But i scared i spend money again. Or Should i go do my hair? Wah also spend money again. Maybe i should stay at home and watch vcds? Save $$$... Haha I want more moolahs x(
Anyways, I was using the Rose mask just now. It's smell so nice. I love dainty mask soooooooo much. And it's really cheap and good. Online selling are much more cheaper than store. =X
And lastly, thanks wong gong gong for the vcds. =^_^=
This time U rocks. But just for today =X
LoL. Just kidding T.T
Okay, enough of my craps.
That's all for today.
• Rei posted at 11:57 PM •
Sealed with a kiss. Deep in my heart. I'll be back.
Sunday, March 16, 2008
Topic : Best..
Currently listening to: One Republic - Stop and Stare There's no such thing as best skincare, best makeup, best bodycare and etc. (Whatever you can think of)
What suits you the most.
That's the best already.
I feel like singing again~
Because I'm bad I'm bad - come on You know I'm bad I'm bad - you know it! You know I'm bad I'm bad - come on And the whole world has to answer right now Just to tell you once again who's bad!
=)
• Rei posted at 3:35 PM •
Sealed with a kiss. Deep in my heart. I'll be back.
Saturday, March 15, 2008
Topic : Sick..
Few days ago, I was happily taking pictures..
I was like this
Don't u think i resemble wang xin ling aka cyndi wang ?
This her picture w/o make up
But sadly, happiness so short term.
I fall sick for few days due to stress, ot, office phobia.
LoL
End up i look like this
Pardon my retarded look.. LOL.. time to check in =x
Luckily there's this kodomo to cool me down..
From sad sad pout pout look
To
KoDoMo~
• Rei posted at 11:45 PM •
Sealed with a kiss. Deep in my heart. I'll be back.
Sunday, March 9, 2008
Topic : Dead
I'M SO SIAN.
I'M SO BORED.
THUS, I'M FEELING EMOTIC NOW.
LMAO, I REALLY GETTING.......
EMOTIONAL
UNSTABLE
ALREADY
HAIZ. SAD. DEPRESS.
KILL ME PLEASE.
IF NOT I GO KILL MYSELF.
BYE ~
• Rei posted at 9:21 PM •
Sealed with a kiss. Deep in my heart. I'll be back.
Saturday, March 8, 2008
Topic : Pore clogging make up
Currently listening to: Colbie Caillat - Realize Natural beauty is pretty within itself and does not required any make up to add up additional points to her face. Whereas, make up is enchance beauty, add up more points and also do some coverage. Make up can also do protection to skin meanwhile also can do harm to skin too. So a proper make up removal is a must. And yes, not forgetting the cleanse, tone, moisture. Those steps are very important.
I saw this in a beauty forum.
In terms of pore clogging make up,
1 = most clogging and 4 = least clogging
1. 2 way foundation
2. Liquid foundation
3. Pressed powder
4. loose powder or mineral make up
Hence, it may still clogged pores without proper make up remover or using the not suitable product but it has the least pore clogging tendency as it doesn't adheres to the skin that well.
OMG~~~~~
Do you still dare try make up ???
@_@'''
• Rei posted at 11:55 PM •
Sealed with a kiss. Deep in my heart. I'll be back.
Wednesday, March 5, 2008
Topic : Boring..
I'm so-going to get my masks tomorrow.
Hope can improve my skin complexion better.
And yes, a total number of 142. Serious =x
That's including my colleagues order too.
So happy that i do not need to work tomorrow. There goes my 1 day off. Minus 8 hours from my OT balance.
Another half day off on the day after tomorrow. So you know?
Weekends getting near again. That's great.
Awwww, there's an IT show going on. Feeling like going but don't feel like spending money.
Uhmmmm, I'm damn pissed.
I wanted to save up lah.
Uh huh
And fuck. I'm having rashes now. But i don't even know the cause. Life is soooo fucking damn pathetic.
EMO-ing in process...
And fuck I don't like the word OT.
I'm very SENSITIVE with having doing OT.
I rather listening music, shopping, chatting, slacking, rotting, sleeping and dreaming away.
I hate working manz !!!
So who cares?
I just want to enjoy till the end of the bloody stupid hell contract. Life sucks~
Anyways, who will be missing me tomorrow. keke X)
And guys, tag me leh.........my blog seemed sooooooo quiet already.
I am a panda baby.Not ghost XD
P.S. Will blog again. I still got many things to say and pictures to post. Stay tuned~
And lastly,
Bye bye kiddes~
Start singing: Time to sleep now. Close your eyes~ And yeah, I know I'm childish at times. Bleahz =PpP ~>_<~
• Rei posted at 11:36 PM •
Sealed with a kiss. Deep in my heart. I'll be back.
